I have swum my whole life. It started in pools in Cape Town, South Africa, and led to years of following the black lines, building friendships, being soaked in chlorine, enjoying the thrill of competitions and the milkshakes that followed. I migrated to open water during medical school in Cape Town. I was a lifesaver on one of the most beautiful beaches in the world: Clifton, and I started swimming longer distances. First around our bay, then, and under the direction of my wife-to-be, Yasmin, my first Robben Island crossing (about 10 km from the Cape Town shore). Many more followed including the first double between Three Anchor Bay and the Island in Cape Town accompanied by dolphins and threatened by great whites.
The views of Table Mountain, the pull of currents, the fresh cool waters (usually about 55°F) and the mere challenge of finishing kept me seeking more. The English Channel and many open water swims in Europe followed before moving to the USA.
We settled in the town of Fairfield, Connecticut, on the Long Island Sound where almost daily swims in the Sound became my morning routine—usually with a great group of friends. Our Sound swims intensified during the pandemic when indoor pools closed, and we agreed to keep going through the winter even as temperatures dropped into the thirties. Sans wetsuits, we built our rituals to get warm fast on exiting, and then enjoy the hours of euphoria that followed.
We like to swim at dawn at Penfield Beach and try to start just before the sun rises to soak in the sun’s wake, the gentle sounds of waves, the ever-present gleaming white egrets, and screaming seagulls. I cannot help but feel awe, gratitude, and joy during those early morning swims.
Imagine my shock after a diagnosis five months ago of esophageal cancer (thankfully early stage), I was told I may never swim again. Starting with the onset of my four months of chemoradiotherapy. I stoically prepared myself for this by having my last pool swim at our local YMCA and then two “last” swims in the Sound. The first with my accomplished and inspiring swim friend, Jim Bayles, and then the last, with Yasmin watching.
Chemotherapy started. It included Oxaliplatin, known to induce severe cold sensitivity, peripheral neuropathy, and the usual nausea and exhaustion. After the first infusion, I immediately experienced the cold sensitivity. I could not open the fridge, I needed gloves to hold cold items, I got severe cold “prickles” in my hands and feet once I stepped outside, I could not eat or drink anything cold, and I developed “first bite” symptoms with any food, which sends searing pain down the sides of my mouth.
On day three, I asked again why I could not swim. Fear of infection seemed the only real concern, so we agreed to watch for this and closely monitor my blood status. So, I started swimming again in the YMCA and within a few days, with the cold sensitivity subsiding, I returned to the Sound and our exquisite waters of Sherwood State Park. And kept going. With radiotherapy now completed and a week of chemotherapy to go, I have clocked more than three hundred kilometers on my Garmin from a mix of the Sound and the YMCA. That being in addition to walking more than 10k steps daily for four months.